abandon.

it seems like i have abandon my blog now. oh wells its not like alot of people read my blog anyways, but its a place where i can capture the moments of my life and remember it for myself. Alot has been going on in my mind lately, i feel as if i am constantly worrying about things. Some things i should and some things i shouldn't. For the very first time, i feel guilty buying something expensive for myself. After getting the prada belt, i have this guilt inside me saying that i don't deserve this, i don't deserve buying myself something nice when i haven't been doing anything to earn this. In the end, I do hope I would later on do something to convince myself that I deserve this lovely belt...

原來擔心一樣事情的時候... 感覺是哪麼難受.